Wednesday, June 9, 2010

PCHLotto

PCHLotto

Just Saying...


Okay so todays the last day of school ,oh yea btw I'm doing Web design and it's so fun. But yea, I signed up for summer school which is right around the corner so I'm going to enjoy the litte time I have off with myself and God , yup I'm a church girl. If I'm not in church I'm in school. So until next time.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

New BEGINNINGS !!!


So yea I made one great leap for mad-kind I shaved my hair off my head. I know I know you must think I'm going crazy or something or as my dad would say "are you gay"...that was so iggy of him to say , I never knew you had to be gay to shave your hair, but it was such a big deal to everyone. I BC (big chop) back in August 2009, I was feed up with the weave and my hair not growing, so I came home from school one day found sum scissors and a razor ,YIKES!! and did what I had to do. The funniest part was when I sent my boyfriend the pic of my bald head he says "did I do something to you ...are you mad at me." Ummm, no Pookie. I had to do this for my self I'm tired of looking at myself and its not the real me.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

My Black Is BEAUTIFUL


My black is beautiful..
something I have never thought or said in my life till recently. It's amazing how I put so much thought into what I'm wearing or my hair due, but wont look into the mirror after all that effort and say to myself I am beautiful. And I know it's not just me I observe the same attitude in a lot of young women , who only acknowledge them selves as beautiful when a guy tells them they are. Why is it so hard for a black woman to consider themselves beautiful. I believe it starts from home. I myself use to believe I wasn't beautiful till someone told me so, but those days are out the window , and I can look at myself in the mirror and say wow!! what a beautiful creation God has made , and yes that is me.